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Dec. 6th, 2010 02:11 pmYou can check out my other drawings and photography on my account on DeviantArt. It's nothing special, just some scribbles :)
You can check out my other drawings and photography on my account on DeviantArt. It's nothing special, just some scribbles :)
I have a wish. It's a happy little wish, full of positive expectancy. But shhhh! It is also a secret. I have many wishes, really, but this one stands out in my mind most of the time. Some might call it a goal, or an ambition. I myself cannot call it a dream, because dreams are only that: dreams and nothing more, no plans for action. Dreams are empty. But a wish--I believe that wishes are created with a part of the wishers soul, and so they hold a certain power; a quiet energy that slowly builds and builds in the subconcious. I want my wish to be fulfilled. This year, I am going to write it down, on a tiny piece of paper. Then I will put the wish in a tiny envelope, and hang it from a string on my christmas tree. Then on new years eve, I will light it on fire (outside) and scatter the ashes. Haha I know it sounds lame, it's just something I saw in a movie and I totally had to try it out. It seems a little childish now that I think about it, but my husband said it seems like something I would do :)
So I just entered in a contest/sweepstakes thing, and I know I'm not going to win it, but it's just fun to fantasize.
It's for a 5 day all expenses paid vacation to Japan, where they include a translator, accomodations, and local transport; and a tour of Jpop culture, such as Harajuku and a japanese anime convention! How freaking awesome would that be?! I would die of happiness! It's a trip for two, but I know my husband would never go, he's not interested in that sort of thing and he would just end up being a buzz-kill. So I decided I would take one of my sisters, because they're all anime-obsessed too. OMG if I go what will I cosplay?!
I know, I'm getting too into this, lol
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(o.o)
( >< )
It's for a 5 day all expenses paid vacation to Japan, where they include a translator, accomodations, and local transport; and a tour of Jpop culture, such as Harajuku and a japanese anime convention! How freaking awesome would that be?! I would die of happiness! It's a trip for two, but I know my husband would never go, he's not interested in that sort of thing and he would just end up being a buzz-kill. So I decided I would take one of my sisters, because they're all anime-obsessed too. OMG if I go what will I cosplay?!
I know, I'm getting too into this, lol
(\\ /)
(o.o)
( >< )
My Cosplay
Nov. 30th, 2010 01:45 pmhttp://i601.photobucket.com/albums/tt95/Shinkoushoku/08AB133.jpg
http://i601.photobucket.com/albums/tt95/Shinkoushoku/08AB134.jpg
Check these out if you want to see me cosplaying Princess Sakura! It was my first con :)
http://i601.photobucket.com/albums/tt95/Shinkoushoku/08AB134.jpg
Check these out if you want to see me cosplaying Princess Sakura! It was my first con :)
My Treasure, and other random thoughts
Nov. 30th, 2010 11:56 am My daughter is so beautiful *.* She is my mini-me. It excites me to see her attempt to walk, to talk, to imitate me around the house, I love it so much! Her happiness comes before all else in my life, and I cannot wait to have conversations with her, to tell her everything she should know, and more. I cannot wait to hear her opinions on things, and to tell me things that I did not know, to tell me her interests and ambitions. I want to know her like I must have known her before this world began. I want to share with her the magic I experienced as a child. The whimsy, the comical, the absolute wonder. My love for her in infinite. I never want her to push me away, or look at me with disdain. I will try my very hardest to keep her happy, safe, productive, intelligent, self-sufficiant, and independant. But most of all, happy. I want her to have all of the confidence that I never had until now. And someday, I might give her siblings to share her happiness with :)
I don't mind that she is a daddy's girl, since I'm a daddy's girl as well. All girls need a dad, and her's is as wonderful as mine!
I think that girls turn to their fathers because girls need to feel protected and safe. Boys turn to their mothers because they need to feel soothed and comforted. And why a girl will look up to her older brother, or a boy might look up to his older sister. And maybe that's why men and women turn to each other--and sometimes men to other men, and women to other women. A man might need to feel protected, and a women might need to feel comforted. Or they all might not have any needs, other than that they love, are in love, or simply enjoy the others company.
I think it's wonderful, and I hope to have a boy next so that perhaps he can be a mommy's boy :)
I don't mind that she is a daddy's girl, since I'm a daddy's girl as well. All girls need a dad, and her's is as wonderful as mine!
I think that girls turn to their fathers because girls need to feel protected and safe. Boys turn to their mothers because they need to feel soothed and comforted. And why a girl will look up to her older brother, or a boy might look up to his older sister. And maybe that's why men and women turn to each other--and sometimes men to other men, and women to other women. A man might need to feel protected, and a women might need to feel comforted. Or they all might not have any needs, other than that they love, are in love, or simply enjoy the others company.
I think it's wonderful, and I hope to have a boy next so that perhaps he can be a mommy's boy :)
An apology to my husband
Nov. 30th, 2010 11:46 amWhatya Want From Me
Hey, slow it down, what do you want from me
Yeah I'm afraid, what do you want from me
There might have been a time
When I would give myself away
Oh once upon a time I didn't give a damn
But now, here we are, so what do you want from me
Just don't give up, I'm working it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around...
Hey, what do you want from me
What do you want from me
Yeah, it's plain to see
that baby you're beautiful
And there's nothing wrong with you
It's me, I'm a freak (yeah)
but thanks for lovin' me
Cause you're doing it perfectly
There might have been a time
When I would let you slip away
I wouldn't even try
But I think you could save my life
Just don't give up, I'm working it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around...
Hey, what do you want from me
What do you want from me
Hey, slow it down, what do you want from me
Yeah I'm afraid, what do you want from me
There might have been a time
When I would give myself away
Oh once upon a time I didn't give a damn
But now, here we are, so what do you want from me
Just don't give up, I'm working it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around...
Hey, what do you want from me
What do you want from me
Yeah, it's plain to see
that baby you're beautiful
And there's nothing wrong with you
It's me, I'm a freak (yeah)
but thanks for lovin' me
Cause you're doing it perfectly
There might have been a time
When I would let you slip away
I wouldn't even try
But I think you could save my life
Just don't give up, I'm working it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around...
Hey, what do you want from me
What do you want from me
A lovely song that I like
Nov. 30th, 2010 11:15 amJust The Way You Are
Oh your eyes, your eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Your hair, your hair
Falls perfectly without you trying
You're so beautiful
And I tell you every day
Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment you
You wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think you don't see what I see
But every time you asks me do I look okay
I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause oh you're amazing
Just the way you are
Your lips, Your lips
I could kiss them all day if you'd let me
Your laugh, your laugh
You hates but I think its so sexy
You're so beautiful
And I tell you every day
Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I'll say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause oh you're amazing
Just the way you are
Mushoku no kori
Nov. 30th, 2010 10:18 amIt's lovely, this cold. The sunlight causes the snow to come alive in little glittering dots, and the icicles seem to glow from the inside like countless slender lightbulbs.
Winter gets such a bad rep, but it is my absolute favorite time. The air is clean, pure, delicious. It's a comforting feeling, to be in a warm room, baking sweet things, looking out into the bright chill. I love the sensation of being wrapped in warm clothes, topped with a big coat and scarf, and stepping out into the freezing outdoors. The contrast in temperatures is so pleasant.
What a wonderful thing winter is! A constant combination of hot and cold, hot and cold; it's invigorating, energizing.
I love the kori, tsurara, yuki--I love the fuyu.
